When Life Gets Tough

The Antidote to Fear:

When shattering experiences come into your life, in place of fear God will give you courage and comfort.

The Darkn Night of the Soul

Being a Christian Girl Makes Me Proud

We all know that in this big and comlicated world we were able to meet many people that will soon be a part of our life. Here on earth we will be meeting people who are non-christians and will influenced us to do some things that a christians must not do. But ofcourse we, Christians who have known Christ and considered him us Lord and Savior should live in the way that the Lord have teaches us. We know the truth, we know the right paths where we should go that's why we must not be so foooish to disobey the commandments of God. We should always abide with him so that we can feel the simultaneous flow of blessings of God.

I, as a christian girl proudly saying that it was really nice and blessed to have God in my daily living. I know I will not be successful in my life if i don't have God in my life. Life is so meaningless if the annoiting of the holy spirit will not be with us.

If we will going to look at the difference between those people who don't have God in their life, you will be able to compare how Christians live than of the non-christians.

Intramurals 2008

This 6th day of October we had our Intramurals 2008. We started it with the presentation of each teams. We have 4 teams (red macintosh, green acers, blue vaio, yellow asus) and we really compete with each other. Next to it was we had our cheer dancing and ofcourse we really cheer for our team. Our cheer dancers perform well and fortunately we became 1st place. We all know that because we became 1st place, the fourth years got angry and insecure with us but we never mind it cause we knew that we're not doing anything to them.


The next thing that I did was having picture taking with chala, felariz and Janina. I had collected a lot of pictures with them. Then I have watched the Mr. and Ms. Phisic and our contestants were very good and they perform well. Though we're not be able to be the 1st place atleast we've got the 2nd place.


In Lunch time.. Janina, Jamare, Cathleen, Elaidia, Carlo and Jerika had eaten in Claro's. We really enjoy our bonding and we ate while we're sharing different stories. We ate so much food that's why we're very full.


At exactly 12:20, we came back to school and we stayed inside the quarters.I had my own agenda when we arrived in the school. I changed my dress, I fixed myself and I nap for a while cause I'm very tired and it was very hot that afternoon.


At exactly 12:45 the first game in basketball had started. The first game was between Green Acers and Red Macintosh. Honestly I can say that the fight between this two team was not hard. Our player did not exert so much effort. And we earned almost 91 points to 17 points.


After our game with the green acers, we came back in our quarters to take a rest because it was really tiring to cheer and to support my own team. After about 20 minutes of resting I together with my teams we watched the game of Sepak takraw and heavy rains falls, good thing we held the Sepak in the gym so were safe from the rain. Then bad things had happened to us because we had a little bit fight with the fourth years because they are boasting to us. They kept on supporting with the 1st year and they kept on bullying us and we're really annoyed in what they did to us. Ofcourse we don't want to lose and to look so pitiful that's why we had our revenge to them and I think they got very angry with us, but we did not mind it cause we're just playing and we're just doing the same thing as what they are doing to us.


after the hot times between juniors and seniors,we decided to came back in our quarters and we had a short orientation and meeting about the incident that happened to the two teams. Our team Captain Telmo told us not to fight with them and let them do what they want to do with us. For a very long time of staying inside the quarter, we shared some stories that happened in our past. We told some jokes that's why we laughed and laughed.

At exactly 4:10, each of us left the 3f room because we're asked to cleaned our respective areas beacause there will be some visitors who will come in our school to orient us. At 5:00 I went home with Loriza, Cyrile and Felariz. We're very disappointed because our intrams was not continuosly. We will have our regular classes tomorrow and some of my teachers will be attending our class. But inspite of that, I was so happy because I had a great day with my team mates.

My Inspiration Strengten Me..

All of us have their own inspiration. Examples of our common inspirations are our parents, friends, our love ones and sometimes even material things and our pets are becoming our inspiration. I myself has inspiration too. Of course my family, friends and even my crush are part of my inspiration. But there is one person who is my very special inspiration. I'll going to describe him. He's very handsome, thoughtful, honest, loving, undertsnding, very powerful and he knows everything about me. He's always telling me different stories and whenever I commit mistakes he's wiling to forgive me. I love him so much. He's very worth inspiration and a very great peron that I have in my life. Maybe your curious about him...well actually he is JESUS CHRIST. He's my very special friend and special inspiration. I could not ask for more because I have him. I can say that I am blessed that I accepted him in my life and obey his commandments. He's my strong refuge and I know he will not leave me, nor forsake me. Everytime I have problems I'll just consulting him and I am asking for his presence to lessen my burdens and problems. Everytime I am weak and depressed, I'm calling him and ask him to comfort me. And I wasn't wrong that I made him as my source of strength and source of inspiration. i love God very much and I treated him as my father..my friend..and even my love ones. I don't need any boys somewhere there.. With God, I am already happy and contented... Godspeed!!!

Let's Take A Look in My Family BAckground

Everyone in this world would not exist if they dont have their parents who gave birth of them. That's why we need to know who's our foreparents or even the grandparents of our grandparents and in what kind of family do I have and do I belong.

I can say that my family background was good. Based from my parents, in the extent of what they knew about the grandparent of their parents. They just told me that in my mother side, in their times we have a big land which they were planting vegetables and fruits that they were selling in the market. I was able to know that we have relatives from Bulacan. From my father side, I was able to know that I have realtives from Ternate, Bataan and ofcourse from Cavite. Their livelihood before is also farming, I ask my father why before farming was the most known job and he just answered me that there's no other thing that make you live except from farming. Iam not ashame in what I've shared, in fact I'm really proud.

Of course genaration came to our family. It came that my grandmother was born her name was Leonida Secretaryo. When ahe was still in her young age, ahe's very (mataray) according to my mother. After 24 years of living she was able to find my grand father named Andres Evangelista. They got married and by the blessing of God, they were given five children and named them Estrellita, Editha, Carmen, Romeo and Elvira. As of now all of them had their own family already and they were also in old age. My grand mother is still alive but my grandfather, he died at the age 0f 42 that's why I wasn't able to experienced how is the treatment of grandfather to his grandchildren. Elvira was the name of my mother and her husband named Jose N. Zapanta Jr. from the breed of Jose C. Zapanta Sr. and Olympia Nazareno. My father has six siblings named Joselito, Marissa, Oliver, Jeorge, Emelda, and Eugene. And as far as I know they also have their own family and some of them have their professional sons and daughters. And about my family I only have three siblings named Joseph he was still a college student. Teejay my eldest brother, now he's a seaman and I was proud of him because he was able to used his course and now he was applying it. Cindy my oldest sister, graduate of B.S Managment major in marketing. She graduated as cumlaude, and now she's working as a branch secretary of motortrade in Trece. And about me I'm still a student and still running for my goal. But I believe I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

My family has it's long history and chain. But only some of it was mentioned, and for that simple background I hope that you got even some idea about me. I am not from a rich family, but I can say that we're still rich beacause we had our unlimited source of financial, want to know who is? Of course, our God who provides all we need. In additonal with the information about my family, I can boast that e have a real and strong family because we're all christians and we all have fear in God and we only etrusted ourselves to him.

I Love My Father

What is the worth of my father to me? Well I can say that he was the most important in my life and he is a perfect father for us. My father is always beside me because he's working abroad to provide our daily needs. For 10 months he will stay in other country and he will just stay in our house just for 2 to 3 months. That's why I can say that he was a very hardworking father. He was a thoughtful person as well. He is always giving what I need and what I want. Sometimes even when I'm not saying what I want to buy, he knows it already and he will buy that for me, I can say that he really loves me. But inspite of that, there were times that I really get angry with him because he was very strict, it seems that he's not trusting me. He's not allowing me to go with SM with my friends, he doesn't want me to go home late even when I'm with my trusted friends. And everytime I will leave our house he will always remind me to go home early and do not go somewhere else. I know becoming angry to my father is not right nor good but I can't help myself to feel it about him. But as times goes by it comes to my mind that I am wrong. He's my father and I really need tto respect him. Whatever his attitude was, I need to respect and show my love to him. I need to understand why he's doing that to me. I know it's not for his good, but it's for me for my own. That's why I really love my father.

_mAh eXperiEnces_

For the past few weeks I experienced a lot. Some are full of sadness, sorrow, disappointment. But God works in my life. He did not let me suffer that is why after I prayed and say all my burdens the sadness, sorrow and my disappointment was replaced by happiness in Christ alone.

After a long days of my staying in the school, I felt so tired. It comes to my way that I experienced tiredness. We also had our periodical test. I found it hard, though I studied my past lessons the day before our exam. The exam that I took was very hard and sad to say I wasn't able to answer some of the question because I don't know the answer (hahaha)... In some subjects, I got a passing grade and ofcourse, in my other subjects it was almost a failing grade. I didn't feel any disappoinment but instead I have tha courage to study more and improve my score because I have my goal and that goal was the best I've ever know.

After we took and checked the test papers, new lessons welcomed to us and I can really say that I was alittle bit confused in some topics but some of it is easy to follow and to understand. But in my case, I am that kind of person that was a slow learner but I can say that there are times that the topic is not entering in my mind that is why i can't understand it. As of now I can say that our lessons are harder but if I will study hard, It will be easy in my part.